It's chilly!

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I went to see Lady Gagagaga's concert, she is so creepy.

My cat died last Thursday, his name was L.J. I've had him since I was 9 years old and sometimes I cry late at night because I miss him. He lived a good life, I know he died happy.

I just had my 19th birthday, accidently drank almost an entire bottle of Grey Goose, but my family and friends made my day amazing.

Things to work on:

1. Bettering my posture.

2. Walking better in my pumps.

You know who you are: Sometimes I just want to check up on how your life is doing, because I honestly do miss you. I've seen a few bitter things said toward my direction and I want you to know that you are highly mistaken to think I need to "get better" or that you somehow are a victim. I have realized some problems I had with MYSELF and changed them, I am back to who I used to be. You leaving my life had nothing at all to do with my rehabilitation, so please stop lying and acting like you were a good friend towards the end. I recently found out that when the end was coming and I was devastated, you couldn't have cared less about me or the situation our strong friendship was put in. I don't hope the best for you, though I do still love you and I miss you and what we had. I haven't been this happy and content in a really long time, and sometimes it seems like the only thing missing in my life is you. You say I'm weak, you say it's my fault. I disagree, I am stronger than I've ever been and the reason we're not what we were is your fault. You make me sick to think I did anything wrong to you. If I saw you I'd spit in your face.

these streets will make you feel brand new

Right now I am so exited about the near future and what it brings me.
I will walk ahead of you, I will be everything I've ever wanted. Can't fucking wait.

Also, exited for fall, kind of?

layin' in a coffin

So, this Fall semester has started up so I am swamped, leaving no time to casually blog.

I am upset that my face is rejecting my microdermal and True Blood just ended,

BUT my birthday is in 4 days, on the 20th ^_-

Lately, it really does seem like the men in my life have been disappointing me, but other than that.. things seem to be coming together so perfectly. Also, I have been addicted to the new Yeah Yeah Yeahs cd, It's Blitz!, nude lips, pale skin, Lady Gaga, and garlic bagels with cream cheese.

I'm good, I'm gone

Oh, Betsey.

bonez

Money, Success, Fame, Glamour

old Heatherette.

Jeffrey Campbell Burberry knockoffs.

Betsey Wetsey

<3

<3

Lately..

      Recently, I lost my very best friend, she decided not to be in my life anymore. It's hard and I miss her. 

Yesterday I woke up and had a self-realization. Which led 

to me finally surfacing some of my destructive problems.

   1. I do not rely on myself, but on materialistic things and other people, all exterior things.

   2. I need to stop fighting people.

   3. I need to get my priorities straight.

   4. I need to be more confident.

   5. I need to stop being naive and stupid just because of my non-dependency on myself.

   6. I need to be independent. 

Me, myself and I, Keeping my chin up.

 

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^ blackberry cover <3