I hate all of you and I want to kill you, even if you think I like you, I fucking hate you.

Go fuck yourself

If I don't own these, I will die.

Losin' friends one day at a time.

Princess bed

Fuckin' gimme

Markus Lupfer

The dark side of me.

I'll eat you up, I love you so.

Mother Fucker

"Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start"

This made me so happy to remember the great times I've had in my past. But, things aren't like they were then, sometimes I wish they were.

braids, braids, braids!

Things I'm so into right now:

1. growing my hair out

2. Tumblr

3. pale colors

4. killing you

5. pretty shoes

6. curling my hair

7. finding pretty pictures online

8. being so in love

9. dangly things

10. braids

11. being hopelessly devoted to you

12. being a homebody

13. toast

14. hidden faces

“ It’s the oddballs and the misfits who go on to do interesting things with their lives. ”

-In the Valley of Elah

If

If I had children, I'd have two... and I'd name them:

1. Bijoux (bi-zu)

2. Scotia

IF this were to happen...I would make the bastard I marry take my last name, and just the thought of me ever bearing a child is just outrageous.

What's going on right this second...

• I made straight A's this semester! (and one B)
• I just made a Tumblr and I have no fucking idea what I'm doing.
• Brittany Murphy just died, what is the world coming to?
• My over-the-knee boots just came in the mail, LOVE EM.
• I'm at my parents for Christmas.
• My phone is fucking up, ready for the Blackberry Tour.
• I really want to know how to work Tumblr, it's so intriguing.
• I made 2 new friends recently, I'm really exited about that.
• Raymond got me a really pretty ring for Christmas.
• I just realized that I love you so much, my heart could explode.
• My pretty pretty room, in my pretty pretty house on Floyd Avenue is my favorite place in the whole wide world.

The End.

I left my heart in Tokyo.

I'm exited about meeting up with my best friend, we haven't spoken in a few months, I'm hoping we can rekindle what we once had.

_______,

I have decided that I love you so much that I will one day forgive you and I will allow you to stay in my life for now... Hoping that you have really changed and continue to, I'm depending on you and this is the last chance you're getting. I just hope I'm not making the wrong decision.

Another reason I wish I was Japanese: Bento boxes!!!
Can't wait to get there.

I don't even like summer...

But, I like it now!

New dermal anchor on my neck. Hope it doesn't scar like the one on my face did.



I don't want anyone but you, but I need anyone but you.

He ate my heart

My heart is officially broken, I'm currently being repaired. I loved you so much it hurts, and I still do.

You're fucking stupid.

go kill urself tehehe

I want snow!

Fuckin' swamped with end of the semester papers and finals, but procrastinating the best I can. I'm writing a paper on Stoicism, Stoic wisdom and how it is advantageous in every day life, how it could be applied to any life. Basically, the Stoic way of life is very healthy lifestyle - When something bad happens, rise above it and do not let it affect you negatively, control things you can control and do not worry or dwell over things you cannot control. Basically projecting independence, clear minds and no negativity. Though these views are vital to a healthy lifestyle, it seems very black and white, with no grey in between. Life comes with emotions, instead of removing all emotion completely, just learn to control your emotions. A life without a emotion would be a dull life indeed.

I'm laying in my bed with my incense burning and thinking of how I can make my life better, I really want to as for some reason I have been sort of unhappy lately. I have nothing to complain about but for some reason I feel as though something is missing. There is a lot weighing down on my mind, that might have a lot to do with it. I really do need to clear my mind. I don't know exactly what is making me feel unhappy with life and myself at this current moment but all I can do is try to better it. There is something I need to do that I am sort of dreading, in fear that I will later regret it or that it might be the wrong decision. Something just isn't right.

"People who depend on others too much are victim to circumstance."

All I know is I miss my babies, I'm ready for Christmas with my family, I'm ready for the semester to be OVER and I want it to snow!

hot chocolatetetete

Kacie brought me my favorite flowers!
I have nothing to be unhappy about, but sometimes I get unhappy.

Christmas is right around the corner!

My lil nephew asked me to marry him, teha.

Old Betsey Johnson..

Please and fucking thank you. So sexy... jeeezz

Swine in style.

HAHAHAHAHAHA

yay!

Last night he looked at me and called me his "Pretty, pretty princess" and I was reminded of how much I love him. I hope this works out and you keep your promises.

I'm going to the Bahamas on Friday at 4am, I am so happy to get away from here even if it's only a few days and even if I am swamped with homework on break. The only thing wrong is I'm going to miss black Friday, the best/worst day to shop. But, please believe I will be spending a lot of $$ when I get back!!

Can't wait to go on this slide eeee!
Bahamas, I've missed you.